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I had to question myself

about what is it to be truly

love, how it feels to be

special to someone

but now all I know is

that I am alone, no one

by myside, just me and

my shadow

trying to get a grip

of who I am and what

will I became, even if

facing the truth is hard

ever since that

I have known you

I always end up crying

and sobbing

is this the curse that

is bestowed upon me

having you, right now

just jotting the words

that I have to put in

this upload makes me

shiver and makes me

wanna hate myself

now I don't know reality

or fiction, truth from a

lie, because all I know

now is that I am hurt

And it will never change

9.35am

Sept 20, 2022

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